being overweight, you notice the little things. like how towels never manage to fit around your entire body.

i bought a towel right before i left for new york from wal mart and it was the biggest they had. it wasn't big enough. this afternoon, i noticed it does now. that makes me really happy.

it's hard losing weight and it's hard to focus again, but i need to get my head in the game and be serious from now on. no more fucking up.

i need to save my own life.