Starting over.

If I want to be successful, I need to go back to where I was, start this all over.

At one point, I had lost 54 pounds.

Now, I've only lost 40.

I need to forget all that happened.

I still weigh 250 pounds.

I want to weigh 150 pounds.

It's a good number, it's a safe number, it's an achievable number.

As of now, no more Jasmine. No more pizza. No more chips. No more sandwiches from Union. No more candy. No more money put into candy machines. No more until I am who I want to be. This is not a joke. It needs to be serious. I am serious. So mother fucking serious.

The thing about me is, all i do is win. Doubt me. I dare you.