day 6. hawkeye nation baby.

it's day six. i was just working at the sac. they drive me nuts. fo realz. but also i shall be watching the iowa game today...hope they win this one, we NEED to win this one.

it's parents weekend here. ej's parents are coming. she just got back from her night out. it's one in the afternoon. haha.

my parents aren't here.
good.

food consumption:

~12:00 p.m.
1 bagel
1 cup of pineapple/strawberry/yogurt/granola mix

~3:30 p.m.
1 bagel
1 cup of yogurt/granola

~8:00 p.m.
6 inch grilled portabella (spelling?) sandwich
1 bag o sun chips
get it.

day 5. mah' crew?

after the haunted house, a bunch of us went out to applebees. and when i say we i mean cindy and shayna from down the hall, chris from hall council, shayna's friends jimmy and another girl from plattsburg, barg, allen, and mike. many humans. HOWEVER, i'm still a vegetarian.


food consumption was as follows:

~12:30 a.m.
1 full portion of a granny smith/walnut/chicken salad with no chicken.

~1:00 p.m.
1 plain bagel
1/2 cup of yogurt/strawberries/pineapple/granola

~4:30 p.m.
1 halal jamaican veggie patty/wrap/pocket thing
1 side of veggie fried rice

~8:15 p.m.
1 banana

9:45 p.m.
1 orange

oh yeah, and yesterday, during the haunted house, i had 1.5 sodas. fml.

at least i'm still a veggie!


in other side notes:::

i'm so proud of my best friend mack from the good ol' daum-in-8 who is applying to F.I.T.! :) she's the bestest and sooooo daim talented, fo realz :)

also, i want to eat every meal and be full when i'm done, and it feels like lately i have been full on smaller amounts of food. maybe veggies are messing me up in a good way. :)

CCXCII

day 4. strange emotions.

i'm through with all this stupid friend bull shit. be good to me. for once. come on. go above and beyond, just once...well at least one can hope?

daily consumption log for day 4:

~9:15 a.m.
1 plain bagel
1/2 cup of strawberries/yogurt/granola/pineapple mix

~1:00 p.m.
1 orange

~4:00 p.m.
1 plain bagel
1/2 cup of strawberries/yogurt/granola/pineapple mix
1/2 cup of vegetarian chili

also, i have 1 orange and 1 banana i took from the sac...maybe i'll eat them later. or tomorrow...
you know what i do...

the haunted house was great, except i'm stained in blood...haha greeeat. i ate approx 6 fudge striped cookies. daim. and had some pretzel sticks...not so bad i guess...?

day 3. if i was the last girl and you were the last boy, maybe then you'd look, maybe then you'd love me.

all i can think about are the things i am going to consume next.

today's consumption

~9:00 a.m.
1 regular bagel
1/2 cup of strawberries/ pineapple/ yogurt/ granola mix

i've realized this fruity mix on a bagel makes them almost tolerable.

~11:30 a.m.
1 gigantor salad consisting of lettuce, honeydew melon, cantaloupe, pineapple, grapes and mandarin oranges...so basically a fruit salad with lettuce. but it was gigantor.

~2:00 p.m.
1 'protein powerbar'. i just wanna make sure i get some protein somehow. lol.

~6:00 p.m.
1 regular bagel
1/2 cup of strawberries/pineapple/yogurt/granola
1 side of potatoes. in the mashed form. there were a lot. i ate them all.

~7:00 p.m.
1 package of starbursts.

the starbursts were a bad idea. i'm so full i'm gonna vomit. which is strange because i don't think i've consumed a lot of food this afternoon. i mean, i was hungry when i went to get dinner...?

hmpf. i don't know why i keep getting bagels and fruit/yogurt. they are easy to get in the mess of humans in the sac and also take a while to consume so i don't think about food as much because it's making me content while i eat it. happier for longer. that's grood.

i wonder if normal humans think this much about food. i feel like i'm consumed by it! ahhhh!!

however... thinking back, i can remember few times when a normal dinner has made me vomitrocioiusly full. maybe that's my problem. my stomach was/is too big. or maybe i never stopped to think if i was full or not, i just ate to epic proportions and wanted to vomit. now it can only fit a salad or a bagel+fruit/yogurt. convenience at it's best.

i am a control freak...that is my problem. if i cannot control life, i can still inhale as much food as i want. someone needs to start reading this blog to hold me to the standard of being a vegetarian/being a good human in general.

i also need a scale to monitor if this vegetarian-ness is making me a smaller human. haha yes me, a scale. however, i cannot let it control me, but rather, show me the difference i am making just as it's happening. great....i hope. i just purchased one on walmart.com for $26. i NEEDED the overnight shipping. hopefully it will make it by friday. hopefully the numbers on it won't make me cry with disgust...

...i don't know.

i wish i were a baby human.

day 2. maybe being a vegetarian will make me a baby human...

it's official. i'ma be a vegetarian. till january 1st. at least.

at least, i hope.


this is gonna be one of the biggest mental challenges i've taken on. therefore, i've decided my blog is turning into my journal o' what i consume to monitor that no baby pigs or cows are harmed during the challenge. and by harmed, i obvs mean consumed.

day 2 consumption:

~3:20 p.m.
approximately 4 ounces of strawberries/yogurt/granola
1 bagel

~6:30 p.m.
approximately 4 ounces of strawberries/pineapple/yogurt
1 veggie burger with lettuce, tomato and grilled mushrooms.


i decided to put the yogurt/granola/fruit mixture on my bagel this morning. i'm not exactly a fan of bagels, but it was pretty dec.

also, dinner was strange. i've never had a veggie burger, but i wasn't up to sculpting cubes of tofu into shrimp for mack's viewing pleasure. the veggie burger tasted like something i've had before, but not exactly sure what. maybe turkey and dressing sandwiches...which is especially strange since there was no turkey in ze veg burger. eh well. it was dec.

also, the only beverage i've consumed today is water. and also i've been carrying around my water bottle i bought from ze sac. gotta love conserving the environment.


i've realized i've been thinking a lot about what i'm gonna eat next, since it has to be meat-free. is that strange? i feel like a douche.

ehh well. all for the sake of a challenge.

hm. day 1.

i think i'm gonna try and be a vegetarian.

i'm sure this won't last long.

also. i'm very concerned about winter break...perhaps i will pitch a tent in the woods here so i never have to leave/worry about winter break letting me down...

if i make it through this week...

if i make it through this week, i'll be damn surprised.

spanish exam in 11 hours

3 page paper i haven't started due in 12 hours

2 bio quizzes in 14 hours

biology mid term in 17 hours

so much damn drama.

if i make it through this week, i'm celebrating. ciroc till i die.